Monday, December 26, 2005
"Forgotten, forsaken my mere existance is, an outcast my current fate is."
Living out of time, something that i now understand all too well. A mere time span of a year and so many things had changed, so much that i can't imagine how it would feel like when i come back from studying overseas, how many people would know me.
Still unable to totally overcome my past i walk the same similiar road of destruction. Sadness, enough to cause mental breakdown, still trap within thy heart, refusal to self-destruct my only way of escape.
Torn my heart split into two, heartache and sorrow enclosed within me. A feeling all too familiar, and will forever be there. Hope may still resides in me, however, an eternity's end is my sole salvation.
