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  • Name : Daniel Richards
  • Common Alias: Hirito
  • DOB : 21th March 1986
  • Location : Singapore
  • Hobbies : Anime, Diving
  • Status : Insane. Period.

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    • Monday, October 31, 2005

    "The meaning of Eternity trapped within a hour glass,
    if one can live for eternal, what is eternity?"

    Okay i'm talking rubbish, just felt like playing with the word "Eternity". Last day of holiday, beginning a stretch of 18 weeks of hell. Nothing much to report, just feeling...depressed... that's about it, and i guess if i have time at work i'll be updating alot more often to kill time, that is if i have internet access -.-" .

    "Eien no Imi ga Wakaru?"

    Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:05

    Saturday, October 29, 2005

    Guess what...school's starting again for me the following week (or should i said work?), and there goes a holiday filled with WoW...WoW....and more WoW... damn boring life. Once school starts, i'll be working within school, everyday 8am-6pm mon - fri T_T, for 18 weeks...AND I'M NOT GETTING PAID!!! this sucks. Oh well guess that's how life is gonna be, till the world ends that is.

    Well...i'm back to a depression mood after a dream i had last night, which was totally depressing sad (to me). But well it's kinda private stuff so i wouldn't really tell it in detail. Summary? Saving someone (some disaster? though it wasn't in my dream it was something else), nursed (eg: injuries?) and cherishing that person alot, falling in love, but to only lose the person (very) soon after, to something you couldn't help at all (eg: terminal disease).

    Picking up the pieces in life isn't something which i'm good at...so well i just lose all desire to live and "bang!" there you have it, depression and a suicidal fate. Even though there were some happy scenes here and there (there was a wedding in the dream), but i just couldn't muster a (fake) smile nor the slightest bit of happiness... woke up crying (not really crying more like sobbing) at times, it just felt so horrible... been so long since it was so bad.

    I wonder how many of us can pick up the pieces after losing the one dearest to you...

    It's pretty late (early to some), and i still gotta type out that damn email to my lecturer to report that i wouldn't be attending the first day of "school" as i got NS medicial checkup. Signing off...

    Kawasumi Hirito :: 03:00

    Sunday, October 23, 2005

    Well as my cousin wanted to see what i sent in for the Writing competition, i'm posting the "poem" which i did for it, messy i would say, doing it at 3am -5am in the morning seems weird. Oh well will have an actual post soon. And yes i got back my results for my 3rd yr 1st sem, 4As 2B+ 1B. Better than i expected since i pon school so much and still can get this lol. Enjoy.

    Captures of the Heart ~ Existence ~

    The vast lands we have traveled,
    The icy depths of the sea we have been,
    The gentle wind blowing on thy face,
    The fiery passion within one's heart.

    What do we seek to have walked so far?
    Witnessing sights that spans throughout the globe,
    The diminishing light that sets in the distance,
    Expresses the extinguishing flame that signifies our lives.

    How far has humans fallen since birth,
    Spinning a web of lies and deceit,
    Chaining their minds by words that is spoken,
    Creating waves that also affect others.

    What does the human mind seek in life?
    The nostalgic feelings lost in their past?
    Obtaining the amrita for the distant future?
    Or to seek closure to their present lives?

    Held in our hearts, our darkest of fears,
    Links that were built to create control.
    A weaken soul that wishes for strength,
    Seeks faith, courage, pushing on they go.

    Many people reflect on their past,
    Learning mistakes and making corrections.
    However regret and sorrow are best of friends,
    Sadness never will skip a beat.

    Living long into the future many would hope,
    However man's lifespan does not fulfill.
    Great numbers are lost with emptiness and wrath,
    Unable to grasp what is of dearest importance.

    Life goes on no matter what happens,
    Time not stopping for those left behind.
    Neither accelerating for those that have gone beyond.
    But lends its support to those who live for the present.

    Understand what is most important to you,
    Cherish things that you hold dear,
    Protect those that hold great importance,
    Be true to yourself, never falter.

    Breaking all chains that binds us within,
    A never-ending search for the desires of life.
    Live for the moment, live within time,
    For eternity's fate is clearly within thy grasp.


    Kawasumi Hirito :: 21:51

    Friday, October 07, 2005

    Okay i'll be away for the weekend, heading to KL with ben, fook, zw & jason. Be back sunday evening/night...will blog...well....after the trip...so have fun ^^.

    Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:34

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