Tired...Can't think...Zzzz...will post normal soon i hope. Just leaving 1 question here... buy my Fuji S2 Pro or Nikon D70 or not? *requires more thinking.* ^Dead^
Quote of the Day:
"Humans are such vague existences. Seven virtues, said to show the beauty of the mind and soul. Inverted, they turn into seven sins. Loving one's self means resentment of others. Temperance is another face of pride. Devotion can be turned into neglect. Honesty is defeated by lies and treachery. Reason and passion become foolishness and lust. Wisdom becomes artifice. A sense of balance and moderation changed shape into overindulgence and self-denial."
Saya, Utakata
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:41
Monday, February 21, 2005
"Reality."
Confused, my thoughts are...
Searching, my heart is...
Finding, my eyes am...
Knowing, my soul be...
The blue sky, i'm under...
The beauty, i'm appreciating...
But darkness, the world is covered...
Beneath, the truth is hides...
Tranquility, the world isn't...
Terror, the fear strikes...
Many, the eyes not wanting...
Reality, truth it still sees...
Broken, the frail heart is...
Distress, the mind strain...
Eternal pain, the body feels...
The truth, it can't run...
Too deep, we have fallen...
A dream, to escape is...
Release pain, the mind wish...
Reality, something to accept...
Kawasumi Hirito, 2003
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:56
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Hmm...went abit of visiting today, one to one of my dad's friend, another to an old neighbour of mine. Quite fun, caught up with some stuff to date, though there seems to be alot more to catch up on.
Oh well with the "end" of the tests for now, it seems that my life would once again be thrown back into monotonousness, and should i blog everyday it would simply bore me and everyone else. But some how it seems that i'm back to my "expression through words" mood again, as can be seen with my last post. Haven't be "inspired" since writing alot of stuff on papers in class during my 1st yr 1st sem. So i guess i'll be taking this opportunity to start it all up again, and hopefully produce something of good, or bad depending on who's reading it. I tend to be quite negative in these kind of stuff though, but that's what i'm made up of since then and right now. I may take some of my older "expressions" and type it out here if i'm out of "inspiration", but well i think that's more interesting that reading the same old rubbish of occurrences of each day. Until then, ~Sweeter Dreams and Good Night~
Quote of the Day:
"Humans are born with the basic instincts to survive, hunger, thrist and need for shelter. However, things such as kindness are developed through time, and it comes in all different shapes and sizes, differing from one another."
Honda Tohru, Fruits Basket (Similar to what she said, though i can't remember in perfect detail. Gomen~ne.)
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:43
Helplessness of one's Existance.
What do you do when one feels helpless...
What can you do to cope with that feelings...
Is there power due to one's strength?
Or is there power due to one's mind and will?
Carrying the thought of losing someone dearly close to you...
What can one do?
Obtain absolute power to protect?
There's always a limit to what one can achieve...
Should one fail in protecting what's most dear to him...
Drastically, the mind breaks...
Separation is never easy...
Especially when it's for eternity...
When all hope and faith is lost...
Thus one close shut thy own's heart...
Sealed from the world he lives purely within him...
Shattered and broken that world in his heart is...
Is there someone out there who can break this chain?
This chain of never-ending sadness...
Sorrow dulls the faith, stains the hope...
Emotionlessness soon devours the mind and soul...
Alone and forgotten as the world continues to revolve...
Just like a rag doll thrown away and not needed...
It continues to fade and slowly out of existance...
Thus the reality of this world should one not abide.
Kawasumi Hirito, 2005
Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:00
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Haha...went with 5 other classmates to play cs at Big-O after school...so fun... i was pwning everyone and winning with which ever team i join on...played for 3 hrs in total, only 2 maps though, de_dust and de_aztec... dust kills was many but couldn't remember, while loved the aztec, 155/45 ^.^ ... so well after cs all went back...i reached home...dinner, bath, bleach 19, then played yahoo mahjong...lol i suck at that game...though i had the biggest win so far (haha pwned you all ^.^) well that's my day for you...now blogging...will study for test on the train on the way to school, either way will have about 4 more hours extra to study in school so yea can risk it... mechanics II chp 1-3 some easy so yea ^.^... guess that's about it...~Sweet Dreams~
Quote of the Day:
"I can't trust anyone."
Kusakabe Maron, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne (One of my main mottos in life)
P.S: Maron's also the main picture gal in this current v.102 blog design ^.^
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:53
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Yay!!! A brand new layout!!! though not what i really wanted but well that's a free blog server for you can get...*wants his own server now*. Haha so in the end i used a Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne pic as the main theme. Broken Hearts, Shattered Dreams, Destiny's Hope. Basically what i would feel currently and mostly. So well what do everyone think?? I know the tagboard is alittle bit out of placing, couldn't fit it into the picture you know...haha so sorrie about that as i'm left with very little space to work on. Cuz blogger doesn't let me to make the whole screen move horizontal and i have no idea why also, so sad. So this will be my new layout for quite a while, till when i feel like making another one, maybe at the end of this schooling semester. This layout took me 4 hours to make. So please be patient with me if you don't like this noobly-made page. ^.^
P.S: yea i skipped school again today. ~Tehehehehe~ ^.^
Kawasumi Hirito :: 19:33
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Nothing much happened today...had a Thermofluids test...went quite well...got back results for Pro E test and assessed tutorial...both 97%... and abt that 18/100 test results...seems like it was a prank pulled off by some of my classmates...though i still don't really know which is truth and false but in that joke many things contradict with it other and the consistancy of the information presented wasn't there...so well from a certain revelation it seems that my actual marks were 88/100...hope so...but still that sudden "shock" certainly woke up the "need for study" part for me...so well guess i wouldn't be doing the usual study on the spot kind of stuff and actually study like a day before or something...and yea thought abt the layout abit...got more or less an idea of what to do already...so well just need to get into action and start...so just wait ^.^
Quote of the Day:
"All humans are different from one another."
Kai, Utakata
Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:17
Monday, February 14, 2005
Skipped school today...however heard some shocking news from my classmate in school... at first thought it was a joke...but from the way it's played out doesn't seem like one...lol getting a 18/100 in a test...that's seriously terrible...not really sad but just shocked...right now need to get my other modules to achieve better grades...to counter this setback...time to put my plays and jokes one side and get down to the real deal for the rest of the semester...having 1 C really spoils the other results...so at least...the rest must aim for As and above...no more play time for me...and i feel if i really put my concentration onto it...i can aim high...real high...so let the real games begin. *grins ^.^*
Quote of the Day:
"Destruction is the first step to salvation. You think that salvation is saving every living being in this world from pain? I was like that once as well. I thought so from the bottom of my heart, and wished it so. However, the truth is different! In this world, there are those who are not worthly of salvation and they live as if the world was theirs. And, those people with hearts of beasts are abducting the future from those who really need to be saved, the pure at heart. That is reality."
Yuukyuuzan Anji, Rurouni Kenshin
Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:20
Sunday, February 13, 2005
OMG ze Horror!!! Ze Dreadful Day has arrived...My 1 week break has finally come to an end...le sian......lost a total of S$11 in gambling...crap my luck has totally flown out the window i would say...nothing seems to be happening right the past few years...oh well...sleep early...wake early....school... then the next day already got test...le sian...gotta update my passport soon too... diving season is just around the corner and i'm sure i'll be going on quite a number of trips... ^.^ ...right now i'm wondering...to buy the Oakley Sunglasses or not...quite interested in the Metal M-Frame one...and well it cost abt S$518 the last time i checked at a shop...though i can get it cheaper through a contact of my sis... oh well...have fun back in aussie cal lol ^.^...nothing much else to add...oh yea i already got a theme for the blog...just found the right pic to place...all i need is to decide on a layout and i think i can get it down within a day... so just keep a look out and wait ^.^ ~Sweeter Dreams~ Everyone!
Quote of the Day:
"Humans cannot live without memories, you know. Still, they can't live on memories alone. You have to awaken from your dreams eventually. Because dreams you don't awaken from eventually becomes sadness."
Michiru (Again), Air
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:19
Eeeks! The end of the 1 week holiday is here...T_T so sad...another 7 weeks of school to go...T_T... and i think i gotta delay the blog layout AGAIN...lmao SORRIE...i haven't thought properly a layout and a theme for it so i guess it's definately a delay for now... should slowly plan one during school and getting one up within like...let's say 2 weeks time?? i SHOULD be finishing it by the end of this month...so well... ^.^ just wait for it?? And as for the main reason why it's delayed? Blame Wc3 FT... hehe been massing CG-ing all the time...oh well that's about it...maybe will add something else later in the day...
Quote of the Day:
"Wouldn't it be nice if everyone could live smiling all the time? The world would be full of many smiles, and everyone would be warm."
Michiru, Air
Kawasumi Hirito :: 14:46
Saturday, February 12, 2005
3am in the morning...wow i'm totally wasting my holiday at the com...aaaaahhhh...didn't even do anything for the blog...i have no idea when that new layout will be done...(goes take a look at the chatroom in irc...seeing all the mofos talking about food...damn making me hungry now only)...didn't go church today even though i was supposed to...just lazy...what to do what to do... guess i'll be going to sleep in order not to feel hungry...and yea i only ate 1 meal for the whole day... self-made sushi...which wasn't too filling so i'm really hungry right now...ahhhhhh...food....*yawns*, i have no idea what to do...oh well whatever... ^.^
Kawasumi Hirito :: 03:01
Friday, February 11, 2005
LOL...we totally got pwned in CG...raped by the com...too many for us to handle...oh well it's 4am in the morning...everyone's dropping dead one by one...and so am i going too...oh well...night~...
P.S: Will think of a quote for later ^.^
Kawasumi Hirito :: 03:57
So another "Chinese" New Year has pass us all by...and into the year of the Rooster (Chicken whatever)... First day...visiting...the usual stuff...nothing much unusual happened...just the standard stuff...so it's considered boring stuff...oh well enough of the first day...
Second day...parents went to Malacca for holiday...so i have the whole house to myself (and grandparents and the occasional sis)...but still Singapore is a boring place...nothing much to do... Went out for a Movie with Cal, Justin and Ernest...watched Constantine at PS, 1pm show...Good show...but as the show progressed it became...erm....no spoilers for your ^.^, after movie went Prinsep to game....played some StarWars Battlefront, WC3 FT and CS v1.5...lol some fun...played till abt 7.30 then went for dinner...i'm not going to that muslim (or was it indian?) shop again...cheat food only... paid quite abit yet the food is like WTF? some expensive shit for shit... haha the "best" part of today i guess was at YCK MRT waiting for train...got 2 ladies walked past me...quite okay looking...however one of them was wearing some uber mini-skirt...then the wind blew... O.O Bright Green Panties...hmm... -.-" eh not my fault eh i was just looking in that direction (cuz the wind was blowing from that direction and due to my hair i had to face the wind if not my hair gets blown all over)...oh well... ^.^...then on the train...met Joanne on board...though only noticed her at just before Bishan MRT...then she came up to me to wish my Happy New Year (though i should be the one who is doing it)...apparently she was going visiting (haha thank goodness i didn't have to)...the dress she wore was pretty cute ^.^...she was going off at Braddell...oh well short meeting...but it was pretty cute seeing her standing in the wrong direction of the door then running off when she realised (for those who hardly take N-S line it opens in the opposite door from usual)...hehe Joanne if you're reading this don't kill me thanks ^.^ (wanted to warn you...but with earphone...oh well ^.^)...hmm....wat else happened today...nothing much besides those that i have listed...
So now typing this blog in the early mornings of the third day of the "new" year...wondering what i can do today in this boring sunny (and bloody hot) Singapore...hmm guess will do some FT CG-ing and abit of my blog layout...haha cw they all calling me for CG game now...guess i'll end off here...maybe i'll add a Quote later...so well gotta rush have fun in the "New" Year!!God Bless and Good Wishes!
Kawasumi Hirito :: 01:37
Monday, February 07, 2005
Wow...slept till 1pm today...when woke up was like WTF? oh well spent the day cleaning up my room...surfing the net...read lots of articles...some interesting...however there was one sad one about a diver who died while trying to recover a body of another diver who died in like 1990. Well it was something which was hard to do in the first place...as the body was at a depth of 270m... -.-" i hardly dive pass 30m...
I think the new blog layout will be delayed to this weekend...can't really think of how to design it yet...couldn't find my Freedert pics so gotta change theme...currently in quite a "down" mood...listening to "D.N. Angel - Caged Bird" doesn't help the mood...makes it worse...sad song... Oh well i guess i'll spend tomorrow thinking of how to do the layout then...Night....
Quote of the Day:
"Humans tried to capture time, which has no shape, to make something... So that humans, who are not eternal, can believe in eternity... You should Believe... There is eternity in that too."
Dark Mousy, D.N. Angel (Ep 24)
Translated Lyrics of D.N. Angel - Caged Bird, Episode 24 ED song
How high would I have to fly,
To lose sight of you, so far away?
If I turn my eyes away, I might feel better.
But I want to always be looking at you from somewhere.
Because there's no way I could forget you.
At my wits' end, I simply keep staring up at the sky.
It's almost as if I were like a small bird inside a cage,
Searching for the window, aimlessly wandering around.
I want to see you right away, because I love you,
Even though I want to run away because I'm scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear away my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:50
Ouch...my brain ain't working properly....totally exhaust from the mass amount of information i had taken in during the past hour or so...here are some interesting links to what i was reading... have fun!
http://jnaudin.free.fr/meg/meg.htm <-- The MEG - "Motionless Electromagnetic Generator" from Tom Bearden
http://www.cheniere.org/correspondence/index.html <-- Tom Bearden Website (Lots of interesting and confusing articles...including one which theorize that the Tsunami and other "natural" disasters were man-made... -.-")
Will sleep now need rest for brain... Have Fun and Good Night!
Kawasumi Hirito :: 02:20
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Hmm....didn't blog for Friday...oh well...~Friday....skipped school ^.^, went prinsep play WC3FT CG and Star Wars with cal...lol some fun...then went to Marina South with the "gang" for dinner...some fun dinner...best was the live prawns...put on hot plate it jumps away...then cooked it in the soup eventually...sad though as it was cooked ALIVE... -.-" oh well they tasted great. Then after dinner, wanted to play bowling...went bowling alley...see price -faint-, see others playing -faint again- (Bastard Pros), in the end played TABLE SOCCER...4v4 games damn fun! (Eh gotta play again some other time with more coins instead). Then Arcade till 11pm then all go home...that's some Friday...
Oh well onto Saturday...my grandfather ar.... -.-" , my poor hamster died...then he just take the whole cage and throw away...knn i want to bury my pet in the garden also cannot...then he also never tell me...F*%&. so sadly couldn't bury Fifi in the garden... How would you f*&%ing feel being just Thrown away after you died...it's like "oh your dead...where's the garbage man today?" Please be more Sensible...didn't talk to him for the whole day...oh well...evening went church...nothing much done today...oh well...
Oh yes...about my blog layout...should i do a Full Moon wo Sagashite or D.N. Angel or "Angels" or Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles Theme for it?? i'm not that sure now...maybe some votes?? got alot of themes on my mind...can't decide...and yes will spend Monday and Tuesday to do it...might drag on till next weekend don't be surprised. End here ~Sweeter Dreams~
Quote of the Day:
"My wings have now forgotten how to fly, because i always pretended to flap. Is there a use for wings that cannot fly?"
Tohno Minagi, Air
Flower Language of the Day:
"February 5th, Marshmallow - Unmarried"
"February 6th, Mistletoe - Difficulties"
(Two Flowers because as while i'm typing all these, it's turned a new day)
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:56
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Zzzz....my brain/body is so tired...less sleep really gets to you after a while...oh well some spastic day today...8-10 class...then 3 hrs break in which me, Max, Eugene and Immanuel went to parklane to see some guitar stuff...then played CS for an hr at Big O...lol that was some fun stuff with all the funny kills and so...and wow Big O is now S$1 per hour for off-peak (weekdays 11am-5pm)...some good stuff...oh well then we went back to school...rushed through our Simulation Report during the following class (which apparently the lecturer was "missing" so we didn't have a class at all... -.-") after handing in the report, went down to cineleisure with Eugene and another classmate Samuel...watched a 4.30pm Meet the Fockers...haha some funny stuff... oh well then after went home...and that's about it for today...quote of the day....can't think of anything...so will not put....night!
Flower Language of the Day:
"February 2nd, Yellow Rose - Infidelity"
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:34
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Hmm...PRO E test gone quite well...hopefully can get 100%...maybe minus a few marks here and there...but i'm sure i'll get more than 90%...sian now gotta do my simulation report...which i have to hand in tomorrow...and completion rate now? about 70%...basically need to "arrange" my report and add in some rubbish to make it better...hopefully can do it fast tomorrow...which i have a 3hrs break cause my PLC (Programmable Logic Controller) classes have been cancelled for the whole week due to 3rd year projects (well PLC is a 3rd yr mechatronic module but being in the Mech. Engineering Teaching Factory speciality i gotta take it...and yes Simulation is also a 3rd yr module i'm taking in yr 2).... 3hrs break...most likely going to use the school's swimming pool and go for a swim together with classmates (damn why no "hot" girls in my class)...
Oh well...today...went out with my classmates to shop for birthday present for another friend after our PRO E test...then went to meet up with my parents for dinner at PS...had Swensons... then went for some shopping at Carrefour...oh well nothing much did happen besides the PRO E test... which many made fatal errors...i should be fine... ^.^ ...nothing else to add...Night!
Quote of the Day:
"Choose your Path, your Destiny... Choose it well... You might not get another chance."
Flower Language of the Day:
"February 1st, Sweet Pea - Delicacy"
Edited (forgot to add): Can't believe i'm paying S$16 a yr to maintain that damn SP swimming pool...must make use of it...and yea next week is my sch's 1 week break (F*&%ers planned it together with Chinese New Year...so i don't get extra holidays ARGH)...and i think i'll be spending 1 day to redo this blog...change the layout...so erm...~Tanoshimi ni Kudasai!~ (please expect something "good")
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:57
ARGH right now in school...waiting for my damn PRO E test to start...and DAMNIT some asshole spoiled the f*$&ing blinds and it's so damn bright in my area now...f*&%ing pain to ze eyes to have the sun in your damn face and trying to do some damn test...thanks alot you F*%&er...just ranting for now...better prepare for the test.
