Saturday, October 30, 2004
I'm actually doing this in the early morning of 31th Oct and not 30th Oct...it's about 2.30AM now... but i'll do the post as if it was the day before (30th)... Today, went to the vet...put one of my hamsters to sleep...of all the hamsters that was my favourite...somehow i really think God doesn't really like me...so i brought her body back home...dug a hole in the back garden and buried her... it was just a terrible moment...that's one of the worse parts of keeping a pet (one that you get emotionally attached to not like others, and you know who)... so pretty much it was a gloomy day for me...
As said the day before, about my mobRO a/c getting hacked...well i managed to get back my 3m...played abit here and there...nothing much...just really wanted to get my mind off Fofo (the hamster's name)... However i mustn't keep this emotions with me in the future...after all i'm going to end the human race and i can't keep grieving over one's death... Somehow it's all so true...one would never appreciate what they have...until they lose it...and it's something that most likely would never ever change in the hearts of mankind.
Quote of the Day:
"Those who have past on would never come back again. However they will and forever remain deep within our hearts, those we love and cherish."
Kawasumi Hirito
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:59
Shitty day...nothing seems to be going right...first thing i wake up i see my mobRO, that "someone" else had logged into my account...well my merchant was vending at prontera overnight...and when i logged in "again" in the morning...OH WOW WHAT IS IT DOING AT HIDDEN TEMPLE...OH IT'S MISSING 3,000,000z...Okay that was about it for the morning...had to study for my afternoon exam paper still...totally lost concentration...
Afternoon...there came the paper...TOTALLY SCREWED IT UP...gotta really thank that hacker for it...so well practically my entire day is ruined thanks to him/her...Evening...nothing to do... don't want to access my RO a/c incase it should ruin the logs from lastnight...hope the GMs catch the asshole and give me back my 3m...and everything he owns maybe xD...
i really don't know what i'm supposed to do in this damn life...i feel forsaken by God...never there when i meet him...forsaken by Man...thanks mr. hacker...look at this world...sad...forsaken by time...i feel i don't belong to this era of man...maybe i should have been born much further back or something...or somewhere into the far future...not right in the middle of it (unless i'm meant to destroy mankind...making this the last era of man xD). damn sick and tired of life...
Quote of the Day:
"Forsaken by God, Forsaken by Man, Forsaken by Time, Where can i go?"
Kawasumi Hirito
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:56
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Haha looks like i'm been slacking about these days without blogging...been chionging my mage in mobRO for the past 2 days...it's finally changed to a sage at jlvl 45 (actual plan was for 48) so yea this is just an update to notify everyone that i'm still alive and haven't committed suicide due to exam stress or something (i bet many are wishing for it)... Exams been...well yea a headache..another paper tomorrow...but looking on the bright side...i only have 2 papers left!! then the following week after the next i'll be starting my f*#%ed up attachment to some unknown company...lol...hopefully my uncle can help find me a job for next semester break (17 April - 29 May)...*prays for underwater world*... still kinda thinking whether to join up with the guys next weekend (in which i have no idea if it's on please say something jason/ben) or to go diving at pulau Aur to hunt for Mantas and Whale Sharks (eh it's cheap and i wanna go too S$240)...hard decisions..but i'm currently moving to the Local-based event, cuz the following monday I GOTTA WORK DAMNIT...so yea enough of my whining and such...Wish me all the best in my exams [i want my ADs/As/Bs(for hopeless cases)]
P.S: i'm lazy to quote today. xD slacking pwns.
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:53
Okay...this was so unfortunate...was having dinner and watching television...then heard about the news of the earthquake in Japan...i bet most of your will be wondering what it gotta do with me right??well...after a few hours just about 30mins before this post...apparently due to the earthquake, GundamSeed Destiny WILL BE SHOWN ON MONDAY INSTEAD...ZZzzzz..... OMFG was like waiting the whole week for it and now it's like Monday???well at least there's a 11min clip of the episode before the quake happened...can't blame much...well yea today was a day mainly spent in bed...lol the weather was just damn nice to sleep in...even in the afternoon...so yea woke at 10.15...went out to meet some friend to try go book chalet on sentosa, which was totally booked so we had to change the whole plans for that weekend...then after went to SimLim Square...bought myself a new 200GB external HD...named it Yukishiro System (like my other 2 -Mainframe System, Kazehana System) haha i just love naming my HDs...nothing better to do...so yea was sleeping here and there...nice weather...oh wait the download for the 11mins GSD ep 3 is done...okay i'll end off here cya!
Quote of the Day:
"Do you know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little sisters and brothers being born later."
Kurosaki Ichigo, Bleach
Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:51
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Damnit...nothing good really seems to be happening to me...first my school work...then my tests...exams...and now i also got a cold...damnit....blocked nose for like 2 days...having trouble sleeping or breathing...argh curse the whole god-damned world...this totally sucks...
Quote of the Day:
"Mistakes goes on and on as long you don't amend it, just like Humans which keep going on and on."
Kawasumi Hirito
Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:58
Finally...finished a weekend full of work...i'm sure i've lost quite abit of mental cells or something... stupid week...but yea that burden is gone...now is to focus on my upcoming exams...haa...more stress...this semester is really the worse school term i had very gone through so far...but i'm sure it will get worse in the University in the future...but yea gotta get used to it... Gotta do a presentation tomorrow...yea have to wear formal...which i like to wear...hehe...so yea i'm gonna be "standing" out from the rest for sure...lalala...hopefully i'll go to sleep early tonight...don't want to be half-dead when delivering my presentation...it's like 20% of my overall...and that's alot...i still want to get my first A for a Language module...hehe...so yea that's about it for today...so nighty night and good luck to everyone in your exams! (though i would prefer everyone get low marks and i get higher so got better chance for distinction...xD)
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:20
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhH!!!!! *Hirito runs around in circles...eventually banging his head on the wall* STUPID STUPID STUPID LIFE OF MINE....
*Drops dead*
Okay fine i'm not THAT dead yet...but going to be VERY soon... stupid RWP report...stupid IDEAs....stupid ME....can't stand it...can't wait for this world to end...that would be nice...no need for money...no need for work...no need for study...no need to do anything...if the other world is what i think it'll be...or a place of total relaxation...that would be nice too...it's kinda scary to really think what exactly the other world would be like...and i'll stop thinking of it right about now... back to business...another wasted day has gone by...and i got 3 days(actually i set it to 2) to chiong my RWP report and my IDEAs entry submission...got lots of things cut out for me this semester...and i'm dying from it...damn if only that email for my ITP attachment arrived today...it would make me feel much better that i'll be doing it this semester and not the next...got lots of diving trips planned out for the next...and if that happens...i'll be so damn pissed that i might just kill a few people or so...doesn't make much of a difference...they are all still going to die one day...so am i...still waiting for that damn email...hopefully even if i don't get it i can "switch" with a friend so i do it this semester instead of the next... let's see if a miracle happens...
Quote of the Day:
"Aaaaaarrrrghhhhh"
Makes no sense...just explaining what i'm feeling now.
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:49
Wow...it felt like i never had such a busy weekend before...it was like go out come home the "short" intervals between those were like 5-50mins...hardly had the time to rest...even less for school work...and because of it my work is just getting bigger by the minute...would be taking the day "off" tomorrow since it's only 2 hrs of class due to the other class being cancelled...so i'll be chionging most of my work then...especially my report and my IDEAs entry submission (which i have to include sketches of the design)...today had a Industrial Engineering test...again... which i think i did badly...well on the brighter side (which is still very very dark)...it carries only 10% of my final...which could most likely means my A becoming a B or C...which is so sh*t...maybe i'll be the 3rd case in which a SP student has died in the span of a month...lol... still waiting for my ITP letter to arrive...in which it should better do...cause i don't want to take my ITP next semester holiday...that holiday is reserved for all my dive trips and maybe (hopefully) another planned trip to tioman with the #s0ul gang...hehe... hopefully cal would be able to tag along if it does happen... so i guess that's about it for today...Good Luck to all those who are taking exams...maybe you're will join me on the other side... ^.^x
Quote of the Day:
"For the sake of Heaven, the devil must exist. Because the devil exist, people worship God."
Ewan Remington, Chrno Crusade
Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:59
crappy week...test results were just okay...sucks though...worse thing which happened was that i lost my Creative Nomad MuVo NX...sian...now i have to go get a new one which is gonna waste my money which could have been used for my diving trips or to my digital camera...sadly i'l still alive here posting...nothing much else to add...life sucks...okay whatever i'll just STOP.
Quote of the Day:
"Humans who possess knowledge will someday become corrupt."
Azmaria Hendric, Chrno Crusade
Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:44
Zzzz....totally owned...stupid presentations...it's only a small presentation which hardly carries any mark and i'm already dying from it...ARGH...stupid chair i'm designing... sooooo good that it can be used in the movies instead of the lecture theatre...but all the damn parts are like soooo hard to draw and look proper...have no idea what kind of parts to use too....so damn stressed out over it... then there's the RWP presentation (10% of final) due the following day after this presentation which is TOMORROW... i'm like sooooooooo DEAD man... nothing is equal in this world....and that's what make it sooo damn unfair... ARGH whatever for now...zzz...gotta work late into the night to finish up the presentations...sian....
Quote of the Day:
"We're far, far and... really, really far away from each other, but... But it might be possible that our feelings can overcome time, and distance. Have you ever thought about that before? If I thought that way for even an instant in the past, what would I think about? What would you think about? Our thoughts would probably be the same."
Noboru & Mikako, Hoshi no Koe
