Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Once again back to school life for another 6 weeks...so damn tired...i'm half-asleep now...today had quite a bit of news...MY 5 WEEKS HOLIDAY AT THE END OF THIS TERM IS NOW GONE!!! I GOT TO DO ITP(ATTACHMENT)!!! well in one way it's good...that i got some cash...BUT I CAN'T DO CRASH COURSE FOR DRIVING AND NO MORE HOLIDAY FOR ME!!!EEKS!!! zzz...then next is the MM basketball tourny...high chance of being cancelled...CUZ ONLY GOT 4 TEAMS! what a joke man...no need to play already in semis... lol...ownage... took a mock test for my upcoming report test next week...damn i'm gonna die over it...no open book everyone all gonna die...during mock test everyone all checking book all the time...HOW TO GET ME DISTINCTIONS NOW??? damn this semester so damn hard...headache...zzz.... now i have to try to find a company which i would like to work in for my attachment...hopefully can get DSTA or ST Aero...if not i'll be sent to some company which i wouldn't know if i'll like it at all...
Omg...suddenly all my unfinished reports just attacked my mind...AND I GOT 2 DUE THIS THURSDAY!!! I'M SCREWED!!! tomorrow somemore will be in school till around 7+...HOW TO FINISH???I'm doomed....zzz...STILL GOT SHORT STORY TO WRITE FOR COMPEITITION!!! HOW HOW HOW??? Die liao...so depressing...ah...why can't the world just end now or just let me fall into a standstill...then i wouldn't need to face this world...
Quote of the Day:
"In the real world, there are some things that just don't have a correct answer. Things that you can't do anything about. There is no way that every person can be happy, because happiness corrupts people. They get used to the happiness that they've found, and seek even more happiness. That's why i think people have the emotion called "sadness". Because they cannot understand happiness without sadness, even though they contradict each other.
I don't want a world that's full of contradictions like that. I'll come to a stop while i feel joy. I'm going to transcend reality. And go to a place I can be at peace. Not wanting anything, not feeling sadness.... To stop existing. To halt existance itself. You will come to a standstill."
Kusanagi Kei's Sister, Onegai Teacher
