~ Eternal Snow v.102 ~ Broken Hearts, Shattered Dreams, Destiny's Hope... ~

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Hihi!! As you can see i don't update as often as i first started...things has been kinda busy and such...playing RO...school work...xD so yea recently took part in a SP MM Bball compeitition...we made it to the quarterfinals...but had to forfeit due to lack of players from "injuries"...haha really sucks though...xD... haven't been watching much anime too...but i watched finished Operation Sanctuary and Wind ~ a Breath of Heart TV series today...and what i felt was the endings were horrible...Operation Sanctuary wasn't that bad...quite okay...BUT WIND WAS TERRIBLE... omg it's seriously what the F@&% they trying to do...damn WTF sia... (btw our bball team was called WTF so it was kinda comical when they called our team... ^.^x)... Got a maths test tomorrow...haven't studied...hehe...2 presentations due next week...a report due in 2 weeks time (but i got an extra 2 weeks due to my hard-disk failure...but it's not WORTH IT)... still kinda sad over the loss of my data...ARGH...so yea that's about it for now... hopefully i'll update more often soon...

Quote of the Day:
"Feelings do travel. As long as you don't lose that feeling, we can meet again"
Narukaze Minamo, Wind ~ a Breath of Heart

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:32

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Haha...been mass downloading and mass training my RO character these days....lazy to update my blog...just wanna say i'm still alive but my legs/toes hurt from playing bball this afternoon...so yea that's about it the server is currently being restarted...so i'll stop here and go back to RO soon...cya

Quote of the Day:
"Awww...Uguuu~"
Ayu Tsukimiya, Kanon (Lazy to think)

Kawasumi Hirito :: 21:28

Monday, September 20, 2004

Okay my laptop is back...but sad over the lost of many stuff...now have to restore everything...gay...today mostly followed calvin around...go hospital here and there..nothing much...i wouldn't post much as i wanna get back to my laptop configing...so yea that's about it for today...i think i'll just skip the special section...just for today...cya

Kawasumi Hirito :: 21:52

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sorry i didn't update yesterday...my laptop harddisk had crashed... apparently i didn't feel that depressed...or either i was so angry...so frustrated that i can't feel anything...now have to buy a new HDD for my laptop...and it costed S$650...what a waste of money...and it's only 30GB...so pathetic... horrible...this week has just been horrible for me...nothing seems to be happening right for me... where is the help when i need...

Quote of the Day:
"Eloi, eloi, lama sabachthani?"
"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
Jesus Christ, Holy Bible - Matthew 27:46, Mark 15:34, Psalm 22:1

Kawasumi Hirito :: 20:57

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Wow...is this for real??

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:06

Wow...today while doing some school work in SP...and it was raining...the damn lightning stuck the building next to the place we were doing work...wow cool stuff...

Hmm...besides the lightning...lol...everything else was boring stuff...hmm...hmm...lol jakob's pic on jason's blog...wow he looked so...erm...different?? lol...okay the second photo of him makes him looks like the same old kob...xD

Sian...gotta do this and that...getting headaches all the time...stupid school stuff...and next 2 semesters are going to be much much worse...omg i'm gonna die...so that's about it...just spent the last hour typing some email for all the SP Sub-Aquatic members... damn being a Secretary sucks...but yea can't wait to see my CCA Points at the end..doesn't make much difference though cuz i don't think i'll be studying in SG... xD so yea that's about it...i'll go sleep and complete my Engg Matl assignment tomorrow in class...nitey!

Quote of the Day:
"This world inside of me isn't all there is. I'm sorry. I don't want eternity. I don't care if it's finite. I'll live in a world that has its limits. I'll live in the present....Then i'll give up this place to live in the present."
Kusanagi Kei, Onegai Teacher (In response for yesterday's quote xD )

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:00

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Once again back to school life for another 6 weeks...so damn tired...i'm half-asleep now...today had quite a bit of news...MY 5 WEEKS HOLIDAY AT THE END OF THIS TERM IS NOW GONE!!! I GOT TO DO ITP(ATTACHMENT)!!! well in one way it's good...that i got some cash...BUT I CAN'T DO CRASH COURSE FOR DRIVING AND NO MORE HOLIDAY FOR ME!!!EEKS!!! zzz...then next is the MM basketball tourny...high chance of being cancelled...CUZ ONLY GOT 4 TEAMS! what a joke man...no need to play already in semis... lol...ownage... took a mock test for my upcoming report test next week...damn i'm gonna die over it...no open book everyone all gonna die...during mock test everyone all checking book all the time...HOW TO GET ME DISTINCTIONS NOW??? damn this semester so damn hard...headache...zzz.... now i have to try to find a company which i would like to work in for my attachment...hopefully can get DSTA or ST Aero...if not i'll be sent to some company which i wouldn't know if i'll like it at all...

Omg...suddenly all my unfinished reports just attacked my mind...AND I GOT 2 DUE THIS THURSDAY!!! I'M SCREWED!!! tomorrow somemore will be in school till around 7+...HOW TO FINISH???I'm doomed....zzz...STILL GOT SHORT STORY TO WRITE FOR COMPEITITION!!! HOW HOW HOW??? Die liao...so depressing...ah...why can't the world just end now or just let me fall into a standstill...then i wouldn't need to face this world...

Quote of the Day:
"In the real world, there are some things that just don't have a correct answer. Things that you can't do anything about. There is no way that every person can be happy, because happiness corrupts people. They get used to the happiness that they've found, and seek even more happiness. That's why i think people have the emotion called "sadness". Because they cannot understand happiness without sadness, even though they contradict each other.

I don't want a world that's full of contradictions like that. I'll come to a stop while i feel joy. I'm going to transcend reality. And go to a place I can be at peace. Not wanting anything, not feeling sadness.... To stop existing. To halt existance itself. You will come to a standstill."
Kusanagi Kei's Sister, Onegai Teacher

Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:31

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Boring day...so damn hot...hate this weather here...damn tomorrow back to school...sian... nothing to put so just stop here.

Flower of the Day:
Oak Leaves ~ Courage

Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:25

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Hmm... - no idea what to put down - ...nothing much been done today...hmm...*wonders*... Okay i totally have no idea what to put down here...so i'll pretty much leave it blank...sian... 1 more day left of my holiday...then back to 6 weeks of school and 2 weeks of exam before another 5 week break...and sadly i'll start my next term on 13th Dec...totally sucks...okay i'll end here...nothing else... lol...sorrie i lied about the "full update"...cuz really nothing "interesting" to put down...

Quote of the Day:
"Would you like to live normally and capture few pieces of happiness along the way, or push yourself until the end and capture great happiness as you die? I wonder which would be better...? ......So your path is yours to choose."
Fuzuki(Mitsuki's Grandmother) to Mitsuki, Full Moon wo Sagashite

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:58

Okay...i'll do an actual update tonight...not now though cuz doing some project work...kinda busy...hehe...and i have decided to scrap my daily download part...getting hard to keep track with so many downloads a day...but i'll keep my quotes and stuff...so yea this is just to say i'm still alive...okay back to work...or should i say i'll call it a night and drop dead...hehe...until then...

Quote of the Day 1:
"If you rip up a 20 dollar bill, you can just tape it back up and go to a store and still use it. There are many things you can just tape back up, but there are also things that you can't. Our emotions...if you rip up someone's emotions badly...you will never be able to tape it back up."
Randomly Found.

Quote of the Day 2:
"Doubts...become fear...You think you control fear, but fear controls you. If you let fear take over you, and it's inside you...fear will create you and control you and take you down"
Randomly Found.

Kawasumi Hirito :: 00:37

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Man i have really no idea what i'm suppose to be doing this week...omfg...3 days has gone by and nothing has been done...it's like totally WTF... today was at my aunt's place...play Xbox the whole time...zzz...went swimming but in the end didn't swim much...was playing with my cousins...argh...swam at most i think around 6-8 laps total...couldn't really count cuz wasn't standard size pool...so yea another wasted day...didn't even go gym even though i had planned to do so...zzz...i'll stop here then...

Flower Language of the Day:
Orange Mock ~ Deceit

Download Listings:
Ghost in the Shell Innocence 2 (Bad Quality...deleted)
Yukikaze 4
Hani Hani~ Operation Sanctuary 8-9 (Ayu's version)
Full Metal Alchemist Gaiden - Blind Alchemist (Manga)
Melody of Oblivion - Senritsu Gekijou he no Izanai (.mp3/OST)

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:55

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Okay i'll make this very short...been playing LOTR - ROTK PC Game today...completed it already...zzz...played bball in the afternoon...missing all my shots...sucks...so yea that's about it i'll go back to owning in ROTK again!! Cya!!

Flower Language of the Day:
Baby's Breath ~ Everlasting Love

Download Listings:
Wind ~ a Breath of Heart 10 (A-K's version)
Elfen Lied 7
Girls Bravo 7
Full Metal Alchemist 47
Ragnarok Online the Animation 22
Pretty Face chp 1-41 (Manga)
Pastel v 03 chp 19 (Manga)

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:00

Monday, September 06, 2004

Sick shit...this is the second time typing everything all over again becuz of some link i go to...ARGH...does this shit happen to any of your often?? damn pissed....well okay whatever i'll just type whatever else i can think of.

First day of 1 week holiday...spent on resting (next 4 days to finish all the damn school work) ...stupid game Beyond Divinity couldn't play due to some F*%#ed up protection system...now it's just wasting another 1.5GB on my HD...downloading LOTR - Return of the King game for PC to replace instead...whatever...

Watched Windstruck today...good movie...worth watching...gets teary at times... suppose a happy ending...but it felt sad...of it's just me with my usual negative feelings... i think i gotta stop doing daily blog post...getting kinda tiring when it's like oh gotta blog or something...so yea don't be surprise if i dun blog for 2 days or so...i'll end of here so Good Night.

Quote of the Day:
"People cannot gain anything without sacificing something. You must present something of equal value to gain something. That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy."
Full Metal Alchemist

Download Listings:
Open Water (Movie, Crappy Quality...just deleted.)
LOTR - Return of the King (PC Game, still in process)

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:53

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Tiring day today at church making balloons and stuff...my hands tired from all the twisting and bending...lol... but business was better than expected...selling a total of around S$200+ for the balloons...but all goes to church and charity (not pocket...darn)...Well i'm kinda dead tired... after the fair went to play bf1942 vietnam with my cousins...haha totally owned them... then went to take a look at games to get...currently downloading a RPG called Beyond Divinity...hope it's nice... then after...came home...watched Road Trip which was totally WTF... then fell asleep after that till 7... nothing much after that besides dinner and tv...so i'll end here as i'll be going for an early night...Nighty!

Quote of the Day:
"History is very much like an Endless Waltz, the three beats of war, peace and revolution continue on forever."
Mareimaia Barton, Gundam Wing Endless Waltz

Download Listings:
Hani Hani ~ Operation Sanctuary 10
Wind ~ a Breath of Heart 10
DearS 8
Samurai Champloo 12
Mahou Sensei Negima Intro (.avi version which works)
Midori no Hibi DVD vol. 02 Bonus CD (.mp3)
Road Trip (Movie)
The Jackal (Movie)

Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:56

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Okay i'll keep things short and simple today as i'm trying to finish this fast then go and learn balloon sculpturing...gotta do for tomorrow church fun fair...xD... Nothing much on today... just watched I-Robot and 50 First Dates (downloaded ones xD) in the late morning/early afternoon... didn't go watch Bourne Supremacy with my friends...cuz had to go church for mass...and looks like i wouldn't be able to sleep late tonight cuz my cousin is coming over to stay...sian...

I'll end this fast...didn't do the layout today...and i don't think i'll be doing it tomorrow neither... hope i'll go it this monday...so that's about it i'll end off here with my usual stuff. Nighty!

Quote of the Day:
"You want to feel loved, yet you erect barriers for fear of getting hurt. You then feel that you're not worthy of love and take a subservient role. But... that's just like me. I'm... no different from you."
Hikari, Kono Minikuku mo Utsukushii Sekai

Download Listings: (I have decided to just throw the whole lot together)
Aishiteruze Baby 16-20
Maria-sama ga Miteru ~ Spring 6
DEve Misaki Chronicles 10
Kenran Butoh Sai 23 (RAW)
Windstruck (Korean Movie)
Deep Love v01 chp 1-4 (Manga)
Gacha Gacha v02 chp 11

Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:26

Friday, September 03, 2004

Argh....stupid ED test results...damn f*^#ed up... only got 76%...ARGH crappy score...need to aim for at least a 85% and more for my ED test 2 in order to get my damn A or Distinction...argh so damn screwed up... Classes were all so boring today...first class i went in 20 mins late and the damn lecture didn't even started...and it can still end 15 mins early...then the following class was even more wtf...lecturer came in...TODAY NO CLASS UR DISMISSED... freaking hell got 3 long boring hours to burn after that...crappy day in school...but one thing which is nice... MY 1 WEEK HOLIDAY STARTS NOW!!! but still got to pia all my projects and assignment during this 1 week...so like nothing...and still gotta train for basketball tourny around end of this month...

Okay enough crap for school and such...just watched Elfen Lied 1-6...omg it's a damn psycho anime...with body parts beening sliced up and blood flying everywhere...cool... can't believe i was actually laughing at the pathetic humans getting their ass kicked like maggots...it was simply comedical...*thinks i'm turning into a psycho soon*...ah~ i wanna get Elfen Lied Opening Song mp3... and i wanna learn greek/latin too!!!(the song's in greek/latin...i think)... haha also wanna learn russian...(GITS SAC series OP language)... somehow it sounds cool to speak different languages...xD

Nothing much to add for the day...so end here!!! and as a gift i'll put 2 quotes and 1 flower language for the day!!

Quotes of the Day:
"Reflect the past, seek the future, understand the present, that is what true wisdom is."
Kawasumi Hirito
"When the emptiness of the world is known, the sadness becomes deeper and deeper."
Yukino Hojo, GateKeepers, Quoted from Tanka Poetry.

Flower Language of the Day:
Lavender - Devotion

Anime Listings:
Elfen Lied 6
Tenjou Tenge 22 (RAW)
Phantom the Animation OVA 2
Madlax 21-22

Manga Listings:
None again. -.-

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:20

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Once again i did nothing on my layout...sian...hopefully...i meant HOPEFULLY i'll get it done tomorrow or on saturday...lol...then it will be v1.0.2! Whole day in school always felt like sleeping...anytime can sleep i just knock out there...even on MRT just slept all the way...kinda common though...lmao...depressing day in school...got back some results of my module tests...they were like 88%, 75%, 80%...looks like Distinction is out of reach...then tomorrow getting back my Engineering Design...damn afraid...heard like some classes mostly half and more failed that or something...scary shit... *prays for >80%* ...

Talking about tests...still waiting for my driving basic theory test result...sure pass one but i want it fast so can go apply for final theory test...then get my driving licence fast...hopefully by dec period there...xD

Was going through the SP's website today...then found 3 different student exchange programs...AND ALL TO JAPAN!!! haha i feel like applying for one of them...hehe... THEN CAN GO JAPAN!!! but dunno if can apply anot...haha...*prays hard* Nothing much more to add...weekdays are boring...so yea i'll end off here...

Quote of the Day:
"Indifference makes the lies and deceit even uglier."
Kageyama Reiji, GateKeepers 21

Anime Listings:
Full Metal Alchemist 46
GateKeepers 21 1-6 (2 days of downloading)
Happy Lesson the Final OVA 2
Galaxy Angel IV 3-4
Hani Hani ~ Operation Sanctuary 10 (RAW)

Manga Listings:
None.

Kawasumi Hirito :: 23:33

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Still feeling soooo sleepy... School was boring besides my IDEA workshop...which was interesting... try drawing without thinking about it...and just DRAW...no theme at all...just DRAW...don't ask draw what...just DRAW...try it out it's quite fun...and by the way no thinking...just let your mind be totally blank...and no closing your eyes cuz that's cheating...go try it out...did that during that workshop which was totally fun stuff...

Feeling kinda depressed again though now...watched Mahoromatic S2 finish...kinda empty ending...once again...lol...totally sucks...and was like talking about what could this world actually be...and what could happen when death arrives...so yea kinda depressing thoughts today...

Sian...i miss diving...could anyone help sponser money?? I wanna get a Canon A80 too... S$600... then with dive casing another S$350...bankrupt liao...sian...tired....sleepy....whatever.... another boring day tomorrow...guess nothing much to put here...zzz

Hmm...can't think of any quotes for today...so i guess i'll just put another piece here instead...and i'll hopefully work on my layout tomorrow...xD

Flower Language of the Day:
Iris - Faith; Hope; Wisdom and Valor

Anime Listings:
Mahoromatic Summer Special OVA
Azusa Will Help OVA
Mahou Sensei Negima Intro (Doesn't seem to work on my Lappy)
AIR - Tori no Uta (mp3)

Manga Listings:
Mahou Sensei Negima chp 59

Kawasumi Hirito :: 22:03

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